20 Jul Fascinating Failure
I offered a Healing Power of Moving Money Workshop in New York City. I was really scared for some reason about the fact that I was doing it in NYC, even though I’d done it numerous times before.
The strange and cool thing was what happened after I worked through the layers of fear, and then did what I was afraid to do.
The workshop “failed” in all the ways I obsessed that it would–and yet starting a few hours before it took place, I have felt completely differently about it than I did obsessing about it in advance.
Ever since the morning of the workshop and very much during and after I have felt blessed, grateful, blissed, complete, richly rewarded, well compensated, and educated.
Am I crazy? Maybe. (But that would be stuff for another blog post.)
Am I putting a good face on it? No–or I would not be showing off my failure in public.
Am I in love with the Divine Curriculum’s special teachings just for me? Now we are getting warmer.
Am I grateful for the experience 150%? Getting hot!
Am I moved to the point of preferring this specific failure over all other outcomes? Blazing true!
I could not have come up with a better outcome: failure in every one of the measures I obsessed about and complete satisfaction with the outcome.
Who wrought this? The Divine Curriculum. I Am my own best teacher.
I invite you to take my blessing into your own heart and rewrite an experience here in a Comment to this post to experience Your own blazing truth. Tell the story from beginning to end as though you meant it to go exactly as it did. Even trying to write it this way heals failure and redeems the experience. Try it and you will see. You don’t have to publish it here, of course!**